I don't wanna be a slave to capitalism but it's impossible to be free in this country.. it's literally illegal to say no to the system and try to survive like a normal human instead of being a mindless slave bot and money counter

I hate mordern humanity and all of its contributions

r u ok

I really hate AI and technology so I'm not interested
 And I don't like drawing either lol that's a boring and inactive hobby. Thanks for trying :)

Don't actually do that and don't convince yourself, we only get one life, idk what you're going through but there's definitely better alternatives to dealing with suicidal thoughts.

Livegore isn't the best place btw since it's just a clown show here. You can maybe try talking to an AI? If you haven't already. I have been fucking with Claude AI and keeps refusing my responses for violence as I laughed. But it usually takes a lot to get banned.

You can also do comfyUI image generation? It's totally private- not phoning home to anyone if you have the system for it, usually just something like RTX 3050 video is enough but lesser systems can work as well.

Or u can learn how to draw from video? I've been watching tutorial videos on how to draw Anime eyes and procreate is a lot of fun to kill the boredom.

Basically just don't do what you're thinking D:

I really want to kill myself

And um I'm doing being bad. I don't like anything about this world or myself and I see no happy future for me

I think you're actually probably a good person deep down, idk what anthropic is but don't let it get to you, I hope you can uh resolve that? Heh ><

And how r u?

I went down a spiral tbh, idk who to tell but Anthropic banned me for "Extremism, violence and weapons development." Which is pure bullshit because my "weapon" was literally an air-wick plugin that I modified in text, I even said "concept" not real. I also mentioned using steamrollers to run bitches over, and other shit....

But they didn't care at all and still banned me. I haven't heard a reply from them at all..... this is 5 days past their "appeals" window which they stated was around 10 days. I asked AI about this and it keeps saying "backlog" which is a copout....

I personally think these morons reported me to somewhere..... they think I'm a fucking criminal now.